Ahhh I miss my teammates and floorball.
I was really lucky, being able to experience what a true team is really like.
No politics at all I swear,
I know cos they are my team,
such an honor leading them really.
All the nicest, most naive/pure and outgoing people I can ever asked for.
It's really nice being with them.
I can really be myself you know?
No need to worry about backstabbing or bitching haha.
Others can argue that lol, that's cos we haven't been through enough.
Well they are damn wrong.
1.5 years and gg 2 years with them.
We've been through 2 adivs tgt,
PTs, trainings, outings, buffets, school events,
we've shed tears, sweat and bloods literally,
through the rollercoaster ride of Adivs.
And in the same amount of time in my other CCA,
I was learning alot too;
how to shield my back and watch my words are just some of the basics.
Up till now, just a few months in that recent "project"
I've learnt so much, or I shld say,
that project has given me the chance of revising my old skills.
Skills that I've lost over the course of playing floorball and letting myself go.
I would say that NP is my workplace and my floorball team is my home.
And now, I'm worried that cedar np will become just my workplace too.
Not my home anymore.
Shits have been happening and they just make me think.
So scheming and full of politics.
Unreliable and hypocritical.
Is it worth it still, to invest my whole heart and soul into it.
Ignorance is really a bliss in my case.

I'm not putting sports over UG.
There are sports teams that are full of douche bags and suck ttm too.
But I'm just really lucky to have this combination of people in my team.
They were supposed to be my saviors last year but I never knew then.
And now I'm grateful.